Face of a Monster

“Hatred and fear blind us. We no longer see each other. We only see the faces of monsters, and that gives us the courage to destroy each other.” ~Thich Nhat Hanh~

Good evening dear ones. What do you do when the world seems to have gone mad? What do you say when your faith in humanity has all but died? How do you cope with the constant barrage of violence, fear, hate, and everyone vs everyone mentality? Me, I turn inward. I try to shut out the world and become a hermit. I immerse myself in books, music, moves, or games, anything to escape the reality of the shit show this world has become. Occasionally, I write. I started out with poems back in High School and I have since moved on to books and this blog. The books I have started, and sadly have yet to finish were a bit of an escape too but writer’s block hit me hard, and I have yet to really get back into any of the ones I have started. However, the blog has become an expression of thoughts and feelings that I hope resonate with those who happen across it. I don’t do it to change anyone’s mind on a certain subject or try to force them to see things a different way. I do it because I want those who relate to it to know they are not alone. I want to give others an alternate perspective in the hopes that they will at least give it some thought.

I am weary. I know I have mentioned this before, but the feeling remains. I used to love being around people. I didn’t really mind huge crowds. I enjoyed the life of customer service when I started in the work force, but now… I barely have the tolerance to go out on the weekends just to get groceries and I despise crowds. I like working in an office where I don’t have to deal with the general public and my coworkers are like family. However, by the end of the day and certainly by the end of the week I am mentally exhausted and wish for only space to recharge.

My loves, I wish nothing but happiness for all of you. I hope that you will take a moment and show some kindness to a stranger. Search your mind for a memory that makes you smile and give yourself kudos for showing up today. Before you push for one side or the other, ask yourself if it is worth your energy and remember there are 3 sides to every story… ‘This side’, ‘that side’, and the truth. Let’s come back together in peace and love. Be good to each other and yourselves. We only have a limited time on this Earth, and I’d rather spend it enjoying my life with those who love me than fighting with those that wouldn’t give me a second thought. Be Kind, Be Peace, and Be Love. Yesterday is past and tomorrow isn’t promised. Live and love for today. – Live – Laugh – Love - Namaste